Friday, January 16, 2009

I Don't Care If It's a "Basics" Quiz

I fucking hate math. Not just any math, SAT math. Yes, even with THE C-Tong's help, I'm unable to solve a simple "Word Problem Basics Quiz"... I think you get some pleasure from this hmm? Some superiority over others' insecurities? This too shall pass...and inshallah it'll be what it'll be.
Dang, I'm ashamed...How could I possibly even think of longing for what you insignificantly, already have? I have everything I need right here...A strong bond, motivation, a sense of reality & beyond. And there I was slightly longing for that instant gratification. BUT, I often wonder if I'm angry with you for savoring this gratification, or angry with myself b/c I perhaps want something so insignificant as well? But nay, I doubt I want it that badly. Because, Thank God for Fridayprayer, I realized that that emotion was the most ungrateful, insignificant desire I have ever yearned for. And, Thank God, I only wanted it b/c it was a spur of the moment thing, it's not like i yearn for it all the time. Which I have come to see as a major accomplishment =)I'm extremely irritated at the moment. My computer is spazzing, I can feel my brain cells dying from staring at the screen, MATHISFCKING HARD, and my legs and this blanket cant seem to fit on this chair.

3 comments:

FatimaS said...

Math does suck, I agree. But, like you said.. this too shall pass, insha'Allah. :)

Seen this video SO many times. But, it's pretty good. :)

MELISSA said...

i hope you noticed the part in my interests that says "underwater basket weaving". that goes to my baby meerkat. xoxo

ericarrasco said...

For your SAT overload I would prescribe a little bit of Dwight, Jim, and Michael and to cancel all the Phyllis's in your life.