Allergic to Confrontation

I discovered that when I get really nervous my throat gets scratchy and fiery like i'm allergic to something.

Do you still believe in time?

Why do i feel like the world's out to get me all of a sudden? With knives, guns, verbal offenses, brainwashing machines, etc... Maybe I'm naiive and young and stupid, but I think everything will be okay. iA.

a wise man once said that everything you want to do you realize when you're young. I hope you're right, wise king.

This isn't even about what it should be anymore. i dont know what it is anymore. Everyone's trying to get me to be on their side...that's how it feels like it anyway. The only person that's giving more comfort than any other is the idiot sitting on the couch whose been playing three straight hours of Madden. Thank you.

It's okay. I'm gonna be okay. You're gonna be okay. Listen, please. Please, have faith. Trust. Let's give it a shot.

(I'm sorry for ruining everything, I'llmake it up to you, I promise. iA.)

I never wanted to hear all the things that you told me.

A Day that Will Live in Infamy

Reality, checked. I'm scared to go outside. Allah swt, please have mercy.